mm mmm mhm.
i'm still not really sure if i do want to write a weblog or are you stalking me guys? no you are not
but i just wanted to state, the stuff dreams are made of, it is quite good for me recently. recentness. maybe it's because my reality is kinda unreal, my name recently changed to 'i have an exam tomorow' (yes, i do) but i do not really feel that, because i don't think too much, about anything i guess, and i really find life easier like this. i stress less for sure. at least. and tomorrow i have exam on 1 year of japanese, i mean, nihongo, but i know my brain switched to understand chinese, suoyi, it won't be good
nevertheless, my dream stuff is good, the surreal good, i don't say good if sth was nice or bad but just measure level of abstraction or prettinessss.
for example.
hugging and aquarium, because the fishes were pretty, and aquarium is a pretty thing overall and i felt like sleeping with it (falling asleep hugging it) but of course the water went out and i almost lost my big colourful fishes (but i saved them with some kid toys)
or, killing a chicken-man with saws and knives, well wasn't so nice but .
oooor
i dreamt that some boy drew a picture of me. it looked just like the me i usually draw myself, only it was drawn with a different hand. but it was so nice and cute and strange feeling, that someone actually drew me. and i was in a pose like sailor moon. (some other messages attached to this dream but nevermind them here)
or those different kind of swimming pools, all in one place under one roof and a girl whose swimming suit contained a mermaid tail. : )
lalala
listen to spdill
i uploaded some on my multiply.
but i just wanted to state, the stuff dreams are made of, it is quite good for me recently. recentness. maybe it's because my reality is kinda unreal, my name recently changed to 'i have an exam tomorow' (yes, i do) but i do not really feel that, because i don't think too much, about anything i guess, and i really find life easier like this. i stress less for sure. at least. and tomorrow i have exam on 1 year of japanese, i mean, nihongo, but i know my brain switched to understand chinese, suoyi, it won't be good
nevertheless, my dream stuff is good, the surreal good, i don't say good if sth was nice or bad but just measure level of abstraction or prettinessss.
for example.
hugging and aquarium, because the fishes were pretty, and aquarium is a pretty thing overall and i felt like sleeping with it (falling asleep hugging it) but of course the water went out and i almost lost my big colourful fishes (but i saved them with some kid toys)
or, killing a chicken-man with saws and knives, well wasn't so nice but .
oooor
i dreamt that some boy drew a picture of me. it looked just like the me i usually draw myself, only it was drawn with a different hand. but it was so nice and cute and strange feeling, that someone actually drew me. and i was in a pose like sailor moon. (some other messages attached to this dream but nevermind them here)
or those different kind of swimming pools, all in one place under one roof and a girl whose swimming suit contained a mermaid tail. : )
lalala
listen to spdill
i uploaded some on my multiply.